JoenB75 - my early years were spent being referred to a 'nigger'. Just another reason why the WT could never hurt me. I learnt to deal with insults, look beyond the words and hope for a good outcome if I was kind.
Been a few years now since I've ever been referred to as 'nigger.'
The worst insults I get now are from fruit-the-loop elders. If they spoke to me (which they wont, even if I trundle round after them in the supermarket), I expect they'd call me an apostate.
By domino mobile device relay system (latest form of tech, unheard of by MIT (they're on catch up)) I hear they refer to me as one with a 'disaffected mind.' This term is spat out. Obviously it miffs them a lot that i can both read and add up. Therefore, insults are directed towards me.
They elders haven't murdered anyone yet (not that I know of) but they are white. I sat with one and he said to me he'd like to be an executioner in they system of things. I put it to him that if he was in Nazi Germany that would mean killing Jehovah's Witnesses. He appeared comfortable with the idea, either that or he had a disaffected mind. I stood up and walked away in disgust and went and told the CO what he had just said. After all this was at the pioneer school, and this guy was teaching us!